Respawn Point
It’s been four years since my last post. Four years of living and trying to figure things out. Now I’m here again, trying to write. So let’s begin. 2020 was about survival. My life was falling apart. My marriage ended, and the lockdown made everything harder. At that time, the goal was simple: just get through each day. I bonded with people in Attack Arena . Some stayed, some didn’t, but all of them mattered. Those connections helped me more than I expected, and I still remember them. That was also the time of my “slut phase.” I got into hookup culture and met a lot of different people. Some experiences were good, some weren’t. I learned a lot, even if it wasn’t always clear at the time. At the same time, I got deep into gaming, especially TTRPGs. Looking back, those were some of my best years in gaming. It gave me something steady when everything else felt unstable. 2021 was when things started to change. I didn’t just want to survive anymore. I wanted a better life. Seeing...